Dear friends, supporters and interrested,

I have been praying for a while about this trip and I am happy to say that I have the tickets for the trip. I will spend a special and significant amount of time with my parents over Christmas, New years & the whole of January (5 weeks).

The goal in Germany: to love on my parents, to care for my parents and also to see what God wants me to do to disciple them. That last point was part of God's challenge to me. My mom already asked me to read the Bible with her. I see that as a big part of my trip. It will be my mom's 60^th birthday on December 31^st. What a wonderful opportunity to be together!!!!! Likewise, I'll try to have some efficient time at my German Foursquare Church in Frankfurt.
Goal for Gresham (3 weeks): I was invited to be one of the bridesmaids for my friend Carina Austin. Then, I need to reconnect with donors. An important part of this trip needs to be some relaxing and peaceful time. I am praying about one more thing: I've been wanting to make usage of the Brainwave Optimization. This is Brain Mapping and Brain Training done at the Northwest Renewal Center in Gresham (www.nwrenewalcenter.com). It would be such a blessing to be able to do at least 5 sessions (incl.the training and mapping 1100 $). I have been suffering from bi-polar for 12 years and I came to understand that this brainwave program could be used by God in my healing process in a tremendous way. I would so love to be able to do this. I put this in God's hands.

For these next months, I don't dance and I don't go to the gym. I actually quit the gym to use the money for part of this trip. Dancing also contributed to costs. Thus I let it go for a few months until I come back.

Please give me feedback, let me know if you will be there at the time. I will have some gatherings planned and will tell you more as the time draws closer.

Be blessed today and may HE who put the stars in place bless you, set you free and guide you into all truth!

Kerstin, your Long Term Missionary in Cape Town/South Africa

Please pray and see if God puts it on your heart to support me especially for this trip.

The money needed for this trip has impacted my reserve fund. I do need to refill it with at least $ 1900. I already fundraised $ 250.

Every dollar would help me to come back to Gresham and bring stories, videos and pictures, to be with my parents over Christmas and my mom's 60^th birthday and it would help me to minister to my parents.

Let me know what you think!

Make checks out to East Hill Church, PO Box 650, Gresham OR 97030

memo line: Long Term Missions South Africa

Brainwave Optimization at NRC - wish/do

http://www.nwrenewalcenter.com/

As I am going over my list of things to do when I will be with my parents and when I will be in Gresham/Oregon again, there is one thing that is more on my wish list than on my to do list.
I have been wanting to do this for quite some time now.

When I came to Gresham in 2009, I heard the first time about the Brainwave Optimization. Through brain mapping and brain training, the brain can be positivly influenced and even behavioral structures can be altered. Back then I was too late to actually do it since you need to book in advance and I only had a small amount of time left to spend. When I came  back last year, I got more inforrmation on this. I am very interested since I have been struggling with bi-polar for over 12 years.
Brainwave Optimization is designed to balance brainwave frequencies through an advanced neurofeedback process. Dr. Ted Roberts, cofounder of Northwest Renewal Centre, writes about his personal experiences with taking these sessions: http://www.nwrenewalcenter.com/drted.htm


So now I know about it and it would be so great to be able to do it when I am going this time for 3 to Gresham for 3 weeks this coming Februray 2013.
I am praying about it and  let's see what what God has in store. I know that the sessions and the mapping cost money. However, I know that this money would be well invested.

1 mouth and 2 ears!!

In the book of James it says to be slow to anger and quick to listen. That means, slow to react and say something in anger than to shut my mouth and listen.

A wise man that I don't know the name of once said: "There is a reason why we have 1 mouth and 2 ears and 2 eyes". This means: rather lsiten and watch/observe more than speak.

I thought about this piece of advice this morning as I was praying over the day. It is true. I DO have 2 ears but do I actually use them as much as I use my mouth? I am thinking about my every day situations: at home with the neighbors - at the office with coworkers - then with friends.
It is a resfreshing thought, a refreshing piece of advice.

Dear Lord, help me today to speak less and listen more!


I have not blogged in quite a while. There have been so many times, where I had something on my mind to blog about but then I did not have the time nor the inspiration to blog.
I am now in the posession of my tickets and I started to plan. There are several things that are on my to do list. Let me tell you more about that in my next post. xoxo