OH MY GOSH!!!!!

Here i am, it is past midnight after 3 full and eventful days here in Cape Town, Le CAPE. I am absolutely astonished, my friends. It is so beautiful here and warm and sunny! A lot reminds me of Southern France where i have been a lot in my life. It feel like hoem although it is soooo far away, so unerneath the equator..... The moon looks different here ....can you believe it? I am amazed..and absolutely in awe. I am dependant on God ..even more than in the States, I need God for not freeking out. I am full of fear these days and at the same time the adrenaline of the fact that I am doing what I am built for does not make sense.. what an oximoron. I fear a lot and in the first 2 days I just wanted t ducka nd run away..... am I supposed to move here? really? Or am I dreaming? Do I make a mistake and will I fall in depression....all my core fears come up and try to pull me down. It makes sens!Yet I am swinging the stone of David in my hand, the stone that tells me taht nothing is too hard for my God! Please pray with me that I can trust God, taht I discern and that I let HIM lead me and vise versa! JESUS YOU ARE LORD YOU REIGN FOREVER MORE JESUS YOU ARE LORD YOU REIGN YOU REIGN HOLD ME STRENGTHEN ME CLOTHE ME FEED ME AND HELP ME BREATHE EVERY SECOND OF THE DAYKERSITN SUNSHINE